Always single!!

Hmm...always single... what it really means?In my case, obviously...that's true..never involve in any relationship, never been in love, never have an admirer, etc. But, it is truly matters?
Being a bachelor, i guess, currently, is part of my life, and it do not matter if anyone cares about it. I'm going to b 22 and too young to be matured to involve in it yet. There is nothing wrong with being single at this age,.... or is it...?
Miss K, 22, a gorgeous, intelligent, wealthy, nice lady, etc.... in short, a superb combination. However, is it logical for her to be single or.... worse, .....never indulge in any relationship at all? Amazing, right!! It is just like ... against the law of nature. But is it wrong for her to b single?
So, is it really matters to be single when u r 22? Hmm, actually the answer swing both way, yes and no. For Miss K, yupp....it is a big issue. On the opposite end, in my case, it is obviously not an issue at all.
In a nutshell, my msn status "always a bachelor" is perfect, but Miss K status "always single" should be abolished.Agreed?..Yeah , the floors are nodding with agreement. I rest my case. Thank you..... (ohh maybe...the "always a bachelor" and "always single" should be together ...hahahaha...)

Wanna be a kid again

Sedentary Friday Morning...ward round, read some chapter on wrist fracture, went to clinic but attended none,took note for case write up, and here i am, 11.49, back in front of the com at the cc....
Yesterday was eventful,but only after a deep long afternoon-evening nap...had a awakening dream that ...reminded me... mind can be a very powerful organ, denying what my body really want and crave for. It took a great effort to do what i did yesterday, not sure if it worth it, but ...at least it worth trying....and knowing the truth is better than living in the mist of incertainty.Fortunately, it did bring me back to realise it is more to life, and it is like an urge to find the REAL ME back!! Really hope it will work out well, and still waiting for the much anticipated meeting.
Malam jumaat@ Friday night, as usual it is my "khatamul khawajagan" night.Iftah in the room, with further heavy meal of "Nasi Goreng Belacan", at Al-AMAL, pity Antz to be my "victim" to accompany me for dinner.Went to zawiyah with beloved and Syeikh Adnan was still in KL. It was a marvellous friday night, remind me of my early time in zawiyah.
Something striked me yesterday. I can't keep thinking, how wonderful and bless these kids who were there attending a wonderful blessed night. They are so lucky!! Hope i can be a kid again.

Real stupidity....

Orthopaedic Posting!! Nearly the end of the third week, but i'm not sure, if i can be a good MO in orthopaedic when i completed my posting next week. Attended every clinic, ward rounds, lectures and teachings, and even flock with the senior, but needless to say, at this current moment, i feel hmm....empty...is this an ultimate stupidity or just a feeling out of trying to be perfect. I'm not sure.
Mr Suhail, Mr Shahril and the team are perfect. The senior, among the best group ever, really supportive, informative, and great friends indeed. Book, i had been using apley and till this current moment, i had borrowed 4 books from the library, with another book coming from Ai Peng. Not sure, what is wrong, but i truly feel something funny is happening...and i guess...the problem is all about ME, I and myself!!
Anyway, i still got another week before the posting really end for the my intermediate clerkship. And u bet, i will put on my medication cap and my thinking cap as well, to bring back the REAL ME to restart my Ortho's engine and proceed to the highest gear to achieve what i should. Really need HIS help, the almighty to do his miracle. And to dear readers, pray for me, and wasalam